i could hold you in my arms

i could hold you forever..

today was possibly one of the most miserable days ever. cold, rainy day. feeling horrible. dreaming about being back home. dreaming of warmth. i hate being sick.

but i must say the holborn boys really do try to take care of me (:

that was the one burst of sunshine in this miserable miserable day. sighs.

i need to shut my mouth soon.

plus i need to clear my thoughts. figure out what it is i need, or really want. this going along with the flow thing is not working out for me. i was never like that, doubt i ever will be.

true colours are all coming out. not sure if that's good or bad.